I'm Back

I heard a story on the news last night about blogging and I remembered that it had been forever since I signed on. I don't even know if these thoughts of mine are getting read or if this is supposed to just benefit me, but I'd like to hear what y'all are thinking as far as what I am writing.
No new job...This sucks really bad sometimes. I've got no money to pay bills let alone use any of it for something fun. It's been 7 months now and I am losing my mind it seems.
That person that I "met" online is now my fiance. We are being very careful and making sure that we really know each other and I am so in love with this man.
My friend and I have resolved things a little bit. I am trying to learn that she acts the way she knows and she knows no better. Not looking for props for being a friend to her despite all she's put me through, but needing a little reassurance.
Mom just got back from Vegas and is supposed to start radiation soon for the breast cancer. We don't talk much, which bothers me, but I don't know what else to do about it. It has been that way all my life. We don't talk about dad being gone much, and it's not like I wanna talk about him all the time, but I need to know that if I am having some feelings and want to share, that I could do that without feeling like I am opening old wounds. You want open wounds? Wait until my book gets published...
Anyone got any money laying around that I could use? Well, I don't have any more time to write, but I wanted to update, nonetheless. Take care. LMF